Thursday, March 4, 2010

That weird feeling

So for the past week I have had the weirdest feeling in my house that someone is watching me. It is probably the worse feeling ever. I dont know what it is or what even came to me thinking of this. Adam is gone a lot for work so It is most of the time just me and the kids, which freaks me out even more. The past two nights when I have gone to bed it has taken me about 2 hours to fall asleep then I am constantly tossing and turning all night cause I keep picturing people walking around my bedroom and touching me, ahhh what is wrong with me. I know your probably thinking I'm a freak right now. But seriously I will keep seeing things move in the corner of my eyes and Ill look and nothing is there. Its mainly dark shadows, spirits? I dont know!!! Im totally freaked out and whatever it is just needs to leave cause I am getting no sleep and it scares me to see spirits. The other night I was putting Alaya to bed and I kept hearing these noises, but I just kept thinking to myself ok its just the down stairs people. Then a few mins later I heard something in the room and both Alaya and I jump straight up out of bed and She turned to me and said "MOMMY WHAT WAS THAT?" I said "I dont know? I think the downstairs people (I didnt want to scare her more)" then she just kept saying that over and over again... So I am not the only one freaking out haha!! Seriously does anyone else have any of these experiences? If not Im sure you are thinking I am really crazy and need to go see a therapist or something. Please leave a comment or email me if you ever had this happen to you PLEASE!!!!!!

6 comments:

Unknown said...

I've totally had something similar happen and Peyton has asked me who someone is in our house before. She has even said, mom do you ever get the feeling someone is watching you? Uh hello!! Isn't she a little young to think that up?

Kristi Gardner said...

That is creepy! I am always paranoid but I don't know if I can say I have ever been positive someone was there!!!

r said...

Yikes! I used to freak myself out when Grant would leave in the morning. I would be in a half-asleep daze and I'd hear the dresser drawers open, or the door lock turn, etc. It always seemed so real. But I never saw shadows or spirits. Maybe have Adam bless the apartment?

Jodi and Jason said...

You should have Adam dedicate your home in your evening prayer sometime. After Jason dedicated our house I feel much more at peace. I hate that creepy feeling, especially when you're home alone with your kids.

Me said...

That has happened to Justin and I so we know each other is NOT crazy. I totally believe in the spirits trying to get our attention and I totally believe in a prayer being able to make them leave you alone.

Tara said...

I've had numerous experiences all growing up. (With both good and bad spirits)... Having the house blessed was a great idea - that really does help a lot. But another thing that helps - keep the mind and nerves calm even when there isn't anything to worry about - is leaving church music playing. Gabi loves to read things which can certainly trigger unwelcome thoughts, feelings, and the like. They are fine in daylight, but for a 2nd grader, well, anyway, we play the primary music (no words) through the night in the girls room just loud enough so the boys can hear it next door too. It's been great because all the "bad dreams" have gone away - which include Peter's (being that he's of the age where nearly everything is a bad dream).